Not sure how likely it is that I'll get a decent post written, but I'm gonna give it a shot.
SO... Tricycle is international at the moment, and has been for about 3 weeks now. I went on a family trip for 2 weeks, and am now just with my sister, staying at a friend's place in another country, which I could name, but I'd rather continue with this well-kept veil of mystery... I'm here for less than a week more, and then back to my life in Canada.
Believe it or not, I'm pumped to get home. I am having and have had an unreal time, but I miss my apartment, my job, and just being in a place that I know and where all my shit is. Living out of a suitcase leaves something to be desired for me, you know?
Also, I happen to have someone waiting back at home for me. Yes, it is true, Tricycle has finally found herself a girlfriend. Perhaps "girlfriend" isn't the word to be using yet, but potential girlfriend for sure. Her name is K. and I've known her for a really long time. We went to the same church when we were younger and had many mutual friends, and then went to the same university. It was at uni that I realized she was queer, AND that she was dating a girl in a group of friends that I often dipped in and out of.
ANYWAY - the weekend before I left, I went to a club that she was at and we had a whole flirtation thing going on... some hand holding, some grinding, etc. The next day she asked me to meet her downtown and hang for a bit, so we did. Then she wanted to hang out that night... so my friend J. and I met her for some drinks, and while drinking and smoking on a patio, she reached over and held my hand. I saw sparks.
So... since I left, she broke up with her GF and has emailed me every day, wanting me more and more as days go by...
I want her too. I want her to be my girlfriend and for us to fall in love...
Am I moving too fast? Does she need more time between her last relationship and me?
I just want this to work, so I need to breathe, relax, and take it one step at a time. I mean, I'm totally falling for her, but... Actually, there's no "but". I trust my instincts. It'll all be ok.
