Sheeeeeeeeeet.
I know this feeling. She logged on MSN (like, just... logged on... little window popped up with her name) and I got a flutter + anxiety. Then I opened a chat window and haven't messaged her, it's just sitting at the bottom of the screen.
Seriously? I'm here again? This is Lame (with a capital "L"). Ugh. So what now? I wait and see if she messages and if she doesn't then I do? Or if neither of us message, I... ? What then? God this is dumb. NO. I haven't been thinking about her today. I've been keeping busy with things at work. She and I are friends. I don't have to worry, stress, or get anxious about it.
That being said, it worries me that I'm at a point where I need to say things like: "She and I are friends."
...
She doesn't message me anymore though. Okay, that's dramatic, but kinda true. Well... okay no, mostly dramatic. Anyway, pretty much for 3-4 weeks there she messaged me EVERY TIME I WAS ONLINE. Now she hasn't... for 2 days...
Fuck, I'm pathetic. Thank God for this secret blog.
Ick. I'm kinda embarrassed for myself.
I just want her to message me.
Ugh. FML.
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