And just as soon as the words left her lips... she decided to move on.

So I talked to another friend about E tonight; a friend that knows E better than Moo. In fact, this friend, I'll call her Jelly, seems to know ME better than Moo does, despite the fact that Moo has known me for like 4 years and Jelly has known me for a few months... these fake names are ridiculous. ANYWAY, so I tell Jelly that I have a crush on someone and she already knows it's E. I'm kinda dumbfounded, but at the same time Jelly totally comes across as someone who is really perceptive. Regardless, I ask her how she knows. She tells me it's by the way I look at E... the look in my eyes... she can tell that for me E is the only one in the room...

Seriously?! From my eyes?! Wow... I'm not gonna think of it as me being obvious, because I think it's more that Jelly is UNBELIEVABLY perceptive. Impressive, eh?

Anyway... Jelly also tells me that E knows I like her... or at least she knew at one point in time. Somebody told her and she didn't care at all. Well that's good, I guess. I mean, it'd be great if she cared in the way I wanted her to, but we can't all have what we want. It sure makes the BC trip interesting though. I mean, she knew? Jelly says that maybe E doesn't know that the crush still exists, but still...

Anyway, according to Jelly, although she wasn't harsh in the least, the feelings aren't reciprocated. She doesn't know that for sure, and she wasn't presumptuous, but she was direct enough to make me think: maybe it's about time I move on from this little (read: big) crush. I know I was singing a different song yesterday, but I really think it's time. I got all anxious about E last night, and I've been thinking about her today, and I think I should at least get the ball rolling on moving on. It doesn't happen instantly, but we might as well get started, eh?

Okay!