I wanna be on top (take that how you will)

Wow. I am feeling fucking amazing.
Seriously.

...like, on top of the goddamn world!!!

But no more big font.

Anyway, like I said, I'm feeling unreal. Did I share with you that I'm trying to get my shit together school-wise? My plan is to go to every single class for the rest of the term. 33 in total, and so far I am right on the money!!! 7 down, 26 to go! I've also met with a few of my profs, and emailed the others, and they're all aware that I know that I've been slacking, and that I plan to redeem myself in the last 3 weeks of classes. They're also all really supportive and helpful, and every day this week I've felt my decision reinforced.

It's interesting... I'm taking LA102 (Intro. to Latin Part II) and it's my second time taking it. The first time I failed because a) I was taking 6 courses at the time, and was totally overwhelmed, and b) I had just started dating my ex-girlfriend, so I was... consumed with other things. B) was the primary reason, obviously, and now I'm taking it AGAIN and was seeming to be destined to fail AGAIN, and my ex-girlfriend was (part of) the reason AGAIN.

I think that's part of the reason why I'm pulling my socks up finally. I don't want her impacting me like this. Don't get me wrong - grieving/mourning the relationship is fine, even 5 months later, and I don't hate her at all, but I know that the reason I was partying so hard was to get over her... and the reason I was failing was because I was partying so hard... and I just don't want to fail and then be like, it's because of her that I failed...

You know?

I want to pass everything with decent marks. I ain't expecting no A plusses, but passing would be awesome, because then I can say, I've partied and had an unreal term socially, AND I got my shit together and made it out of all this shit on top!!!

I RULE!!!

(I thought you said no more big font!)
Get over yourself, I'm on a roll.

Anyway, moving on... my best friend J. just bought us (W. and I) and him our tickets to see Steve Aoki and more of the Dim Mak crew (i.e. MSTRKRFT). Eeeeee!!! I can't wait.

Okay, I had more to write about, but I'm buzzing and need a cigarette before bed. Peace.