Head Spacing

"You Don't Know Me"

I know I mentioned it in yesterday's post, but I cannot get it out of my head, and I don't want to. It's absolutely perfect. It's everything I want in a song right now.

Other songs keep coming on in the playlist and I just can't help but double-click on "You Don't Know Me" again. My name is T.L. and I'm a musicolic.

Anyway, so I'm enjoying some time at home. I spent last night vegging out in front of the TV with a lot of bad-for-you snacks, and then slept from about 2am-11:30am. Then I had some breakfast (complete with coffee of course!) and now I'm about to shower before heading out to the library to grab some books for school.

I intend for today to be a "get in a good head space" day. Not that I'm in a bad one, but there are 3 more weeks of classes, and I'm not doing too hot in school as of right now. The last 3 weeks is enough time to redeem myself, but only if I - you got it! - get in a good head space. I need to organize thoughts and assignments and schedules and plans and hopes and dreams and... You get what I mean.

Anyway, I wanna get out of today and say: I'm not anxious about my present life or my future because I'm capable of doing great things, I just have to get my shit together and not party all of the time. My friends and I will still be friends even if I skip out on a few social occasions, right? So why am I compelled to do everything all of the time without a thought towards my schoolwork? Well, because getting hammered or high is more fun, BUT failing is not.

Ok, shower time & then library!